Motherly wish
If only I could spend
every second
of
every day
looking into your eyes,
watching you smile,
hearing you laugh,
and hugging you tight,
until…
the very last
second
of
my life.
Guilt
A ticking bomb
in my head
A metal rock
on my chest
It keeps me up at night
makes it hard to carry
my own mind
my own heart.
Late nights
Icy floors
silent rooms
buzzing sounds
I’m left alone
with my lonely thoughts,
my alarming, wiring thoughts.
